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Over my head Why, every time I think I can be happy, does someone mess it up? Why am I sitting here crying again? Why do people insult me, and bitch at me like I have no feelings? I don't know why he's turned against me. It isn't the comment I made, it's something more than that. It would be stupid to start bitching on someone because they said they had a threesome.. No, it must be deeper than that. But then, I start feeling that I'm the one who messed it up, and that there must be something wrong with me. But there really isn't.. I was willing to give my all. I was willing to drop whatever I felt and be friends, but it blows up in my face. Anyway, even if he does believe that having sex with two people is 'vulgar', surely that's just his belief. I know loads of people who feel otherwise.. As he said the other day, it's MY body.. I don't see why it would effect him so much? Because he's not getting any? Because someone else can have me for real? Well, he didn't want me, so he can't use that excuse. I wouldn't normally get so upset over some punk-ass comment like that, but I really thought he cared for me. I'd began to feel alot for him over those few days, and I don't deserve to be treated this way. It's always the same. Why do I keep thinking the next will be any different?! To tell the truth, I did think he was different than the others. I REALLY did. Hannah did too. But now she's telling me to ignore him and never speak to him again.. Maybe I should take her advice.. Maybe she should take her own as well. He doesn't know what he's losing. --- Sum 41 - Over my head What happened to you? You've played the victim for so long now in this game.What I thought was true, Is made of fiction and I'm following the same. ** But if I try to make sense of this mess I'm in, I'm not sure where I should begin. I'm falling, I'm falling.. ** Now I'm in, Over my head, with something I said. Completely misread I'm better off dead. And now I can see, How fake you can be, This hypocracy's beginning to get to me. ** It's none of my concern. Don't look at me because I don't believe in fame. I guess you never heard, I've met our makers they don't even know your name. ** If I had to say goodbye to leave this hell, I'd say my time has served me well. I'm falling, I'm falling.. ** Now I'm in, Over my head, with something I said. Completely misread I'm better off dead. And now I can see, How fake you can be, This hypocracy's beginning to get to.. ** This came long before, Those who who suffer more. I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare. What's with my disgrace? I lost the human race. No one plans for it to, Blow up in their face. ** Who said it was easy to put back all these pieces? Who said it was so easy to put back all these pieces? ** Now I'm in, Over my head, with something I said. Completely misread I'm better off dead. And now I can see, How fake you can be, This hypocracy's beginning to get to me. Over my head, Better off dead. Over my head, Better off dead. |
