Update.
8:13 p.m. on 2004-10-21

So much has happened, this is gonna be a long one.

I finally told Katelyn about Mike. There was no screaming, no shouting, just a lot of crying. From both of us.
It's for the best though, she wasn't "the one", and I know in my heart, that I knew that a long time ago. But Mike is perfect for me, everything about him fits with everything about me. We're opposites to other people, but inside we're more alike than it seems.
So, I guess I'm getting divorced. Divorced at 19, that's quite depressing.

Something inside me is telling me that I shouldn't get married again straight away. That I should wait a couple of years, but, I love him so much. I know he'd understand if I said I wanted to wait, but.. I don't want to wait.

And, we're gonna have a baby! Obviously not together.. But, we know who's going to be the surrogate. Mike's going to be the biological father, as he doesn't have any kids already, it's only fair. Plus, better looking kid, obviously..
People have been going on about me about how unfair it's going to be on the child. Well, our friends haven't. They know that the child will be loved more than any, and cared for well.

I had other stuff to say.. But I can't remember, and also, just had a sudden mood swing and can't be bothered to think about it.

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