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... I'm so fucking annoyed at Chris. Well, no, I'm not, and that's what's pissing me off. I should be annoyed at him for how much pressure he's putting on me, but I just end up feeling guilty. He was at my house last night, and it got too late for him to drive back because he was really tired, so he stayed the night. I felt a bit weird about that.. I don't know why. I thought he might creep in during the night and grope me or something.. o_O And the thing is, he's all like "Mike never has to know." But I KNOW he'll find out, and it would fucking kill him. I don't even want to do anything because the guilt would consume me. I'd end up killing myself. Then what would Chris do? No.. I have to tell him to back off. He knows I'd never choose him over Mike, harsh as it sounds. Mike's the love of my life, my soulmate. Chris is.. A great friend. That's how it's going to stay.
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