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Deathwish. Feeling strange. Possessed. Twisted. Wanted to kill Mike last night. Didn't do it. Could have done it. Would have done it. Didn't. Took some pills washed down with vodka. Had panic attack. Didn't do it to die. But still here. Worst fucking luck. Mike had someone round. Stephen let them in. Hey Sam, have you met Liam? Liam, who'll shake your hand after he gets off his knees. Nice enough guy, once over the embarrassment. Started smoking again. Need it to stay awake. Not sleeping. Surviving on cigarettes and coffee. Don't know when I'll feel normal again. Don't know if I ever will. This might be me now. Strange. Possessed. Twisted. Mood // ... |
