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Fathers Day.
9:49 p.m. on 2005-06-19

Meh. I hate fathers day.

Not just because I don't have a father anymore, but because Dolores is celebrating it with a man who isn't her father. A man who isn't me. But she thinks he is.. And it just makes me want to cry every time I think about it.
So, obviously I've done my fair share of crying today.

Stephen took Damien out this morning so he could pick out some stuff for me and Mike, which was really sweet.

Yesterday we had loads of people round, and had a BBQ in the evening. Guess what? They still haven't gone home. So we had another BBQ this evening. I'm not complaining, I love them.
Yesterday I was the only person, apart from one who doesn't drink/get high, who didn't get completely fucked.
Strangely proud about that -_-

Might have a bit more tonight though..

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