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Weirdness. Whispers. Wankered.
2:15 p.m. on 2005-06-28

Ello!

Well, no.. That's a bit too upbeat for my diary entry.
But I'm happy now! I can't stop laughing, infact!

Just remembering phone calls of the past with Naddy, lmao.
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..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
Oh and I was being sexually harassed as usual

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
Lmao by who?!

..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
"No.. Don't touch me there!"

..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
Mike, lmao

..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
Every time I'm on the phone he does it!!

Samuel says:
hahahaha

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
Lmao no Liam

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
Its usualy you touching him!

..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
WHAT?!

..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
>.>

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
And then kissing him lmao

..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
SHH

..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
ahahahahaa

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
While hes asleep

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
and then making me tell him things

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
While hes asleep

..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
LOL

..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
AHAHAHA

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
and talking to him

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
ADMIT IT

..:: Will You Love Me Any Less, If I Hurt You Any More? ::.. [RIP Richard Whitely - Me and Naddy <33 you always] says:
"Here.. I'll put you on Mike's earrr.."

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
And I sang to him

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
But then got embarassed

Its okay Richard Whitely...Me and Liam will always pray for your soul -_- says:
because he was asleep
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Lmao.. Hahahaha.. Okay, I need to calm down to write my proper entry.
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So yesterday at work, I was casually not working, looking out the window,
and I saw Katelyn outside.
I started to get a bit twitchy straight away, but then I see that she's with some guy, and they've got their arms around each other.
Urgh, started to feel the weird feelings coming.
Then they started kissing and I felt sick. Like so fucking sick that I couldn't actually be there any longer and had to go home.
But that meant walking past them.
I could not stay there any longer, so Stephen gave me his hoodie, I put it on with the hood up and got out as quickly as I could.

I don't understand why it's still getting to me.
I know we've been through a lot, and we were together a long time, but I have Mike now, and I honestly *swear* that I don't want anyone else.
I think I always get a bit weird when ex's have moved on, I guess the scale is just bigger with Katelyn because she's my wife :|

I was so desperate that I asked Hannah for advice.

Hahaha.

Later on, I was laying in bed thinking about things. Mike was downstairs with Stephen, so I had some time to myself.
Gradually started to get more and more worked up and started crying and bleh.

I just really needed someone there, so first I pranked Naddy.

No call back.

Then I pranked Samuel.

No call back.

Then I even tried pranking Hannah :|

Definatly no call back.

Then I got a text from Samuel! :o!
Who wanted to know if I wanted him to go online.. But I didn't, because I didn't want to go online, and that would mean going downstairs where Stephen and Mike were, while crying.

So I pranked him back manically, many times, so hopefully he'd get the message.
I can't really remember what happened then.. But he called me, so he must have.

I felt really stupid crying on the phone to him. It was the first time we had spoken on the phone.. And err.. I'm crying. But nevermind.

He calmed me down and we then had a whispered conversation from 12.44am until about 2.30am.

It was cool.

Yes.

Uhh.. I seem to have run out of things to say about it.

MIKE came in and started sexually harassing ME.
As USUAL! It is never me -_-

Anyway, yes, so that was that.
Hannah failed to mention in her diary that she left me to die again! Yay! And also didn't even text me to see if I was okay, which is the worst bit of all. She disgusts me. The way she treats me actually sickens me. Urgh.. Little tramp.

That over with, I am now going to enjoy the rest of my day!

I want to get drunk later.. Mmm.. Drunken groping..

I KNOW.. I'll phone people and tell them there's a party!

Fuck yes.

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