Squeeee! ..and a tortoise
3:09 p.m. on 2005-07-15
Must just say that I am SO amazingly happy.
I'm just like.. Squeeee!! >___<
I was just at work.. Working, lol, and Stephen comes up and slaps me on the back and says "I may not be a daddy, but you will be next month!" and I was like O___O because I seriously just.. Omg.. Realisation hit that it's next month.. I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED!!
So I called Mike and screamed to him, and we got all excited together.
Hehehehe.. I love itttt..
The issue was finally raised about how we're going to cope with having less sex -_-
I wanted to raise it (so to speak..) a long time ago, but I didn't want Mike to think I was a nympho..
But he was like snuggled into me with his head on my chest, and he went all shy.. Bless him..
So I'm like "Whaaat..?", and we discussed it for a bit.
There isn't really much we CAN do, just promised each other that we wouldn't feel we HAD to do something if the other wanted, or that we wouldn't force each other.
He's home! Wait I must run and kiss him >___<
Oh, also, I am really happy because I am totally over the whole Hannah thing now!
I mean like, properly.
I know I said I was before, but that was stupid because I was just hiding it from myself.
But I haven't spoken to her properly for a while, and I can see her online (without blocking) and not feel the need to talk to her.
She probably feels exactly the same, which is good ya know!
See.. That's how over it I am.. I don't actually care if she doesn't miss me.
I am amazing myself with maturity -_-
Also, didn't feel a thing when I read her 'Ruuude' entry, which was actually quite softcore compared to the kind of sex tales I have ¬___¬
It might even have made me horny if she was better at writing about sex.
So - Another reason to be happy!
But Naddy called just now and has given me a reason to be sad :(
Uhh, her dad forgot to pay the bill, or whatever.. Because he's a dick.
So she can't go online, and the net on her phone or.. her phone in general isn't working.
Guess what?
Samuel has gone away!
Where does this leave me on a Friday night when Mike stays out the latest?
On. My. Own.
She better get her ass on somehow -__-
Talking of Samuel, lmao.. Mike was really rude (truthful) to him last night! But.. It's only because Samuel would not deny that he thinks Mike's ugly.
He did like afterwards, but by that time Mike had already called him an "ugly twat" and insulted his personality, so..
AWW AND OMGGG Mike was being all possesive over me and like.. Eeep, I loved it >__<
It actually started to make me horny, so we uhh.. We left then -_-
I had a dream last night where I was in a womens prison :| Like.. I had been put in there.
I do not know what this means!
It was only a really tiny bit of a dream, you know, when it's just really random and short?
We were all lined up, me and.. All these women, and then they all left and the hot guard woman.. Or whatever.. Grabbed my arm and I pushed her against the wall and we had some really rough hardcore sex :|
I'd love to know the meaning of that dream.
Haha, lastly, yesterday I forgot to write that a man came running down the road after me, and he asked me if I had lost a tortoise!
I found that really random and funny..
He said someone had found it in the road and he was trying to find who owned it..
He asked if I wanted it but I hate them =
Lost ||In The|| Chaos
