Tripping.
11:22 p.m. on 2005-08-27
Yesterday I went out with Mike and a few of his friends, and some of my old crew and got totally fucked in the park where we used to.
It was really good, real funny liek.
Then something happened and it turned horrible, but I don't want to talk about it here. The only person I've told is Naddy and.. Well.. We haven't really spoken about it, which wasn't my choice really because I need to or I'll just go crazy.
I'd tell Mike but he'd get so worried, and I don't want that to happen.
So I dragged my ass home, where no one was. My mom and gran were watching the kids for the whole day.
Had a really bad trip after that. Suppose it's my fault for even doing acid in the first place, but I thought I was going to die.
Then I started seeing and hearing things, and passed out a couple of times. I still feel a bit weird now. Um, it's Naddy's birthday today. I told her yesterday that I'd really like to spend some of it with her, but she hasn't been around. She kind of said she would be, but I feel like I can't say anything because I really don't want to argue on her birthday.
Guess I'll have to wait half an hour -_-
She's also kind of being quite self-absorbed and seemingly uncaring. Like she can so obviously sense when I'm upset, and I've even like said it clearly, but she still doesn't listen and like talks about herself. But again, birthday, so I'm keeping quiet.
Lost ||In The|| Chaos
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