Dutty.
8:48 p.m. on 2005-10-17
Okay man, okay -_-
Well I'll write about what's on my mind first, and then finish on a good note.
Firstly, drugs a bit.
I don't want to talk about it, because I don't need a constant reminder.
I'll just.. Say that.
Also, Hannah writing about how lucky she is to be with Ashley, and how happy she is, blah blah blahhh.
It doesn't normally bother me in the slightest, but it's like.. You don't need to CONSTANTLY write about it. I get that you made the right choice! I get that you are thankful you chose him over me! GET OVER IT!!
That is literally it.
Naddy has gone to peel a tree. What the fuck? :|
Yesterday I was a Muslim for a few hours. It's extra hard because it's that time of year, kids. Yesss.. It'ssss.. RAMADAN! So I couldn't eat, but omg, I couldn't COME.
fkbndfbsng
Of course, when I know I can't do something, I want to do it more.
At one point me and Mike got so worked up and horny. I went to lay in bed because I actually couldn't cope with just sitting there staring at my hard cock :| He came and snuggled in next to me, whining because he was just as horny.
We started kissing (with tongues, which isn't allowed, as you can't have anything in your mouth -_-), and like.. We weren't even doing anything, but I felt like I was going to come. Oh my God, fucking torture. I am never being a real Muslim. After a while Mike actually started shaking because he needed me so badly.
Later on we more than made up for it in the bath. I lit lots of nice little vanilla candles and put them around, and dimmed the bathroom light.
I thought it would be quite romantic, but as soon as he walked in he grabbed me and shoved me really hard against the wall as he kissed me. Obviously that led to hardcore wall sex. Mmm..
After that, we got in the bath with him behind me and me laying on him, and I read my book, which he read over my shoulder.
Suddenly there is a finger in my ass :| Lmao, I don't mean to make it sound so unsexy.. It REALLY was hot, but I don't think there is a sexy way to say it..
So I can't read anymore, obviously, and almost drop my book, but Mike just holds it up and keeps reading.. Freak.
After that we had some bath sex. <333 for bath sex. The only bad thing is that I probably end up looking such a fucking mess. Like, bright red from having the water too hot, water making my hair curl.. urgh. But I soon forget about that!
After bathhh, I came online for a bit more.
Then I went to bed, pinned Mike down, and fucked him senseless.
-_-
I made him bleed but I don't feel guilty because, one - he does it to me all the time, two - he loves it anyway, and three - it's hot.
So yes, told you I'd end on a good note.
Lost ||In The|| Chaos
