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FAG HAG WHOREEE
9:47 p.m. on 2005-11-30

Pahaha, I have had the funniest day.

Hold on, there's something in my eye..

Bah, anyway. Yeah, hahaha. -_-

We (Me, Mike, Sarah, Matt, Nicole) went out for a 'few' drinks. The bar was totally fab, but I don't remember what it was called.. Must go back though.
When we go out, it's never a 'few' drinks though. HOWEVER, I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT I WAS STAYING THE MOST SOBER. Then I realized I had no reason to anymore.. So I got a bit more pissed. -_-

Everything about it was funny, but when we left, me and Mike walked off and the other three stood together and they shouted "BYE COKEHEAD" at me :| So Mike was like "Shut uppp!" so they shouted "BYE FAGGG!" so *I* said "HEY NOW!" and they screamed "FAG HAG WHOREEEE" -_- How very immature. Everyone was staring. Embarrassment? Too drunk to care.

I keep having this dream where Mike is an angel, and he has these beautiful huge white feather wings. I'm some.. I don't know, something bad. I have wings too, the same but black.
It's never very clear in my mind, but it always ends in me fucking him and coming blood :| I'd love to know the 'meaning' of that dream, if anyone knows.

Decided for now to take a break from Naddy. It's gotten so totally stupid. It was actually okay for a while, and it was really good.
Obviously it isn't for certain that we'll never speak again, because you know.. It's going to happen.
I'd be so proud if she managed to keep up staying clean-ish though, that would show so much strength and respect for me, and how much she loves me if she does.
If she doesn't.. Well.. It isn't really going to help the situation.

Lost ||In The|| Chaos